Before I became a mom, I didn't realize that having a baby boosted a woman into superhero status with super-powers. I didn't understand the love that overflows from my heart onto my children. I didn't know that I would possess the power to heal an 'ouchie' with a kiss. Or be the only person that my kids look for when hurt, scared or in need of comfort. I was not aware of the amazing power that I was given to encourage...to teach...to heal...or to love. That my words and actions can actually make or break my precious babies. It is absolutely crazy and beyond my wildest dreams to be blessed enough to experience this depth of love and such a great responsibility.
As I was holding my precious sleeping, beautiful daughter, I was thinking about all of these things. I want to be fully aware every single day that Jesus has entrusted their care to me. I want to feel the full weight of this responsibility and never take it for granted. I need to remember that in every action, every word, and every kiss (or lack thereof) that their confidence and character is being formed. Again, I am reminded of what Jesus has called me to...
As a mom, I will daily strive...
*To love unconditionally
*To be joyful always
*To provide a constant peaceful environment
*To have never ending patience
*To bathe my words and actions in kindness
*To be faithful to God and to my family
*To always be gentle with touch and words
*To constantly practice self-control
*To extend to others the never-ending grace that God has extended to me
I truly believe that Jesus created me for such a time as this. I was created to love Him, to love, serve, encourage, and support Kevin, and to pour my life and my love into my children. To this end I press on, knowing that there is no greater calling in the world then to love Jesus and his precious children.
Jesus, please continue to fill my heart with your never-ending love for these precious children. I desire to feel the full weight of the calling you have placed on my life. Lord, I ask that you would fill me with your great wisdom - reaching far beyond my years or experiences. Thank you for these amazing blessings that you have given me in my kids. I am filled with overwhelming emotions and joy when I picture you holding me just as I hold my sweet baby Hallie and think, 'You are perfect'. We are formed in YOUR image. You are the master artist and we are your masterpieces. Your beloved children. And you gave Zack and Hal to me that I could experience your love in a deeper way then I ever imagined. Lord, lead me, guide me, pave the way for me, and carry me. Shape me and form me into the mom that you have called me to be... Thank you Jesus for your promises and your faithfulness. May your love bind our family together always. AMEN!
No comments:
Post a Comment