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One of my greatest struggles is the feeling of inadequacy. There are many times that I step back from my life to evaluate how I am doing in all areas. It is my deepest desire to be the very best person that I can be. Recently, I have come to the conclusion that it is this very fear of being inadequate that pushes me to be better. I want to be a better wife, mom, daughter, and servant to my savior! The most recent struggle/question of inadequacy is coming concurrently with the transition of Kevin's job. He once again will be a pastor. He is dedicated to leading a generation closer to Christ. Am I wise enough to be the wife of a pastor? Do I have enough life experience? Can I raise my children to know and unconditionally love Jesus? In what way can Jesus most effectively use me in this life ministry? Oh man, all these questions run through my mind but one thing I know is true. Jesus has called and it is our job to answer. Kevin has been called, gifted, and set apart for such a time as this. I will do my best to support, to help, to lift up, and to encourage him all the days of my life. I couldn't be more proud or excited to experience and live out this calling. It feels so good to walk and to live in the very center of God's will! Bring it on...inadequacy and all. Because in my weakness, my God is strong! Oh how I love being a child of God!